So this is where it starts.

I know that most of the people who need to see this will never see this, but it still needs to be done. I need to appologize for the things that I have done or said that ended up hurting people that I did/said because I was hurting and in pain. There is no excusable reason for hurting the ones around you and I know that It may mean absolutely nothing now, but no matter how far back, whatever it was over, I'm sorry. I may still believe in what I said/did, but there is a point in time when you just need to let go of all of the little things and move on.